I knew the meeting was going to be bad as the last one about JT emotionally killed me. I was gonna record it so he couldn't deny anything and people would hear what I've heard in the past. I handed my Photography work in so I could get that over with. He comes out of his office; maybe he smelt my fear because he just appeared. We went into a little room so no one could hear or see him rip the seams of me to pieces. He made out that he was shocked about my outbursts on Friday well don’t expect me to come at 9 am till 11 am then have a three hour break in which I come home and go back. No one comes back and he marks em in if they don’t and when I said that today he made out well no I don’t really. He wanted me to agree to say why I kicked off in tutorial on Friday well he can go jump off a cliff and drown before I do that. What I did on Friday wasn’t that bad; all I did was say tutorial was annoying, that this boy was doing my head in with his shit about shit I don’t care about and walked out no big deal I did worse at EHS but what made it even worse was MM called me half an hour later to say he wanted a meeting but I know how his meetings go. Nothing I said made a difference and I wasn’t going to agree with his terms but I let things slip that I only turn up for money oh well it beats lying. I liked the well I think you’re scared to open up incase everything comes out well I’m sorry if I don’t want to say my life story to everyone. I thought towards the end fuck it I’ll let you win but only this one last time. After he finished and I had been let out of the lion’s den I got out 20 from the bank that my EMA will top up on Friday or Thursday like last week. I bought a top in new look and a bag from a charity shop. I kept walking; saw the University of the Arts thinking I belong there if I had the money which I don’t. I didn’t think I’d stop walking like Forest Gump but he ran instead.